Some days I feel like i'm watching what's supposed to be my life from the outside. It feels like there is some higher power controlling me like a character in a video game. Every one tries to make my descisions for me. They all try to control me by telling me i'm a failure, i'm not ready to do the things I want to do, I'm to young to begin a life. I've got news for them. I may only be 15 years old, but in those 15 years I have seen and experienced more than any of their wonderful, rich, sheltered lives will ever see or experience.
How many of them, do you think, have had their single mother drunk and pissed off, choking them up against a wall? How many of them have had their older sister beat the living hell out of them for 11 years and get away with it? Tell me how many of these, so called, "wonderful" kids really do what they say they do. The "good" kids get freedom. While the rest of us, who are thought to be of as "bad", get nothing, but the life of a prisoner. Us children that sit here and study our asses off for what we hope to acheive in life are known as bad. While the rich, over-privaliged, ass holes in todays society get away with any thing and every thing. Well fuck it!!! I'm sick and tired of society taking over.
From today on, I rule my own damn life. Let those power-hungry bastards tell me otherwise, and i'll tell them to kiss my happy little ass. My life is my own to run, not yours. So, from today on, I will achieve my own goals, hopes, and experiences without society and governmant officials to say I can't.